?

I am so tired of looking in the mirror

So tired of my voice,

Fed up with my thoughts and

Fed up with me.

How can you change yourself

In the middle of the life?

How can you defend yourself

From you and your knife?

Should I hibernate, recuperate,

Start over and cultivate,

Trim the rotten branches

and hope for better sprouts

Is it even possible

to go against

your grain

Is it even possible

to reshape

the folds of your brain?